whispers turn to shouting, the shouting turns to tears, and i hope our tears turns into laughter. so it would take away our fears. you see? this world doesn't matter to me, i'll give up all i had just to breathe the same air as you till the day that i die, i can't take my eyes off of you.
I'm longing for words to describe how i'm feeling. my world just flip upside down. it turns around. i'm feeling so alone.
i know i'm not the best for you. but promise that you'll stay. cause if i watch you go, you'll see me wasting away. cause i throw you out of my life, your words felt like a knife :'( i'm not living this life. goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain, and no matter where i go it's always pouring all the same. these streets, everywhere i go, are filled with memories both perfect and in pain. and all i wanna do is love you, but i'm the one who gets hurt. but what do i know? all you did was stop the bleeding, but these scars will stay forever. and these words they have no meaning, if we cannot find the feeling that we held together.
stay with me, or watch me bleed. i need you just to breathe :'( i can't stand it. being without you hurts a lot.
Senin, 06 Juli 2009
why?
why do you do this to me? why do you do this so easily? you make it hard to smile because you make me hard to breath. why do you do this to me? you left me feeling so alone.
frozen with a single tear, it's harder than i've ever feared. and you were left feeling so alone. because these days aren't easy like they have been once before. these days aren't easy anymore.
maybe this wasn't real. i had to fought it off and fought to feel what matters most? everything that you feel while listening to every word i said.
is it broken? can we work it out?
frozen with a single tear, it's harder than i've ever feared. and you were left feeling so alone. because these days aren't easy like they have been once before. these days aren't easy anymore.
maybe this wasn't real. i had to fought it off and fought to feel what matters most? everything that you feel while listening to every word i said.
is it broken? can we work it out?
permanently broken
i'm always excited to see you, when i know you're gonna come over. i never told you coz it's obvious.
sometimes the fact that you can't directly tell what i feel and wants, bugs me.
am i really allowed to miss you? coz damn hell, i do.
i don't get it. you, telling me those last words bout em, pisses me off. it's like 'that' thing is a must thing you do everyday. you really should reconsider doing that. what if i was in that position where i can't not do that everyday with my 'past'. i am sure that you won't like that. i've never done that to you, so why'd you do this to me? what makes you? i never 'do' those things you do to 'that person' to my 'past' damn i hate hiding who they really are. i mean, the fact that i have to put ' ' all over. shit.
I'm sorry maybe i just can't understand you they way 'that person' does. i'm sorry that i'm not 'that' fun to talk to the way 'that person' does. i'm sorry that i'm not like 'that person'. i'm sorry that maybe you weren't happy of what i'm trying to do. i'm sorry about our last talk. i'm just really pissed about the fact that you cant let them go. it's like they are as important as i am to you. i dont like being in the same degree as them. degree as in u-know-what. here's a question for you, who is it more important to you? me or 'that person'? if 'that person is more important to you.. then let me go. i dont want any of this pain. it's better off this way. but if i'm more important than 'that person' then let 'that person' go. it's selfish of you to pick them both. so choose one of them.
i still love you, that's why i can't go on. that's why i'm missing you so much, that's why i want us back. and i'm sorry if these things i'm doing, hurts you. but don't worry, your pain is not as much as mine :) you're perfect for me without 'those' side. you're the one, and you're my only one. so please i beg you don't waste it.
be wise. being away from you hurts me more.
sometimes the fact that you can't directly tell what i feel and wants, bugs me.
am i really allowed to miss you? coz damn hell, i do.
i don't get it. you, telling me those last words bout em, pisses me off. it's like 'that' thing is a must thing you do everyday. you really should reconsider doing that. what if i was in that position where i can't not do that everyday with my 'past'. i am sure that you won't like that. i've never done that to you, so why'd you do this to me? what makes you? i never 'do' those things you do to 'that person' to my 'past' damn i hate hiding who they really are. i mean, the fact that i have to put ' ' all over. shit.
I'm sorry maybe i just can't understand you they way 'that person' does. i'm sorry that i'm not 'that' fun to talk to the way 'that person' does. i'm sorry that i'm not like 'that person'. i'm sorry that maybe you weren't happy of what i'm trying to do. i'm sorry about our last talk. i'm just really pissed about the fact that you cant let them go. it's like they are as important as i am to you. i dont like being in the same degree as them. degree as in u-know-what. here's a question for you, who is it more important to you? me or 'that person'? if 'that person is more important to you.. then let me go. i dont want any of this pain. it's better off this way. but if i'm more important than 'that person' then let 'that person' go. it's selfish of you to pick them both. so choose one of them.
i still love you, that's why i can't go on. that's why i'm missing you so much, that's why i want us back. and i'm sorry if these things i'm doing, hurts you. but don't worry, your pain is not as much as mine :) you're perfect for me without 'those' side. you're the one, and you're my only one. so please i beg you don't waste it.
be wise. being away from you hurts me more.
Langganan:
Postingan (Atom)